I only get bummed (this is really weird too) when other people around me are bummed or angry. I gess evrybdy is like this 2 in someway or another. But lately my mom has been leaving her journal open and the one time i skimmed thru it (hey, she does it to mine!) it said alll this crap about how she wishes she were dead and how few people would go to her funeral. Now she's on Prozac, and has rhumatoid arthritis in her shoulder, can't find work, and is unable to have any real relationships since we moved to a new state practically 2 yrs ago.

Funs w/ my frends include watching movies nonstop

Ex: Recently watched 7 movies (practically straight) with my BFF

Trying to have more parties w/ my frends, but mom can't stand either of 'em

Hints?

my 1st yr at new skool. But she turned out to be a real jerk, and mean, and a pitiful little girl, and a sobqueen, and a drama-queen. It got to be too much of a pain. Not to mention we had nothing in common!

Currently trying to MAKE new friends, but officially suck at it! Sriosly, need help there! any tips?

Peeps, this is about SIBLINGS not some band mysteriously called Rush >:(

I have a brother, but he's nearly 11 yrs older than me and lives in the neighboring state, and is having a baby (is it really his?) out of wedlock! Oh the hell of it all...

 I have only 2 friends, and they're both weird. Let's call case #1, Carmandy (not real name): Funny sometimes, depressing most of the time, complainer, pity party thrower, and ignores me ALL THE TIME

Case #2 (let's call her Zina): Up till 5th grade never had friends. Skipped the end half of 1st grade and the first half of 2nd grade. Crushing on a guy whose literally PSYCHO ("i find his fits of fury and threatening cute" huh?), while crushing dating a perv (sorta), doesn't shower for three days on end (eleven, but definitely in puberty, even though she swears she isn't), hasn't brushed her teeth in what i'm guessing is months...maybe years, hates to be normal, always has a book glued to her eyeballs (ironic, yes, that my names BookWurm, but she uses the excuse of "busy reading" for why she never remembers to brush her teeth), natural diet (either 100% fat milk, or rice or soy milk! EW!), psychic mother, unitarian universalist (doesn't bother me, but she acts like she's an aeithist though...). On top of all that Zina has a tendency to, lately, STEAL THE SPOTLIGHT with Carmendy right in her tracks.

I'm being overshadowed! SAVE ME!!

I am so in crush with this boy at skool. But it's not ur avrge crush...see most crushes are all admiration from afar, and the boy supposedly not knowing you exist! HA, for mine. He knows i exist but he truly doesn't like me all that much bcuz (omg this is stupid) i'm a democrat!!! He argues with me all the time, but in a cute sort of way. HOWEVER i just learned, like two weeks ago, that he's dating a girl i've been wanting to be friends with for a long time. Thankfully she's moving back to her home state of NJ, but at an unknown time. Best of all she's already got a bidder on her house :) which is so mean of me, but come on!

My doubt is that when they break up if he'll still want to joke around with me. Not to mention it's obvious how much he totally <3's her!! PO'd here!! Don't know what to do! I'm thinking of dropping him for good, but it's really hard when i've secretly liked him all year. I can't even tell my friends how bummed i am about all this bcuz they REALLY don't understand...at all! HELP!! HELP!