I am so in crush with this boy at skool. But it's not ur avrge crush...see most crushes are all admiration from afar, and the boy supposedly not knowing you exist! HA, for mine. He knows i exist but he truly doesn't like me all that much bcuz (omg this is stupid) i'm a democrat!!! He argues with me all the time, but in a cute sort of way. HOWEVER i just learned, like two weeks ago, that he's dating a girl i've been wanting to be friends with for a long time. Thankfully she's moving back to her home state of NJ, but at an unknown time. Best of all she's already got a bidder on her house :) which is so mean of me, but come on!

My doubt is that when they break up if he'll still want to joke around with me. Not to mention it's obvious how much he totally <3's her!! PO'd here!! Don't know what to do! I'm thinking of dropping him for good, but it's really hard when i've secretly liked him all year. I can't even tell my friends how bummed i am about all this bcuz they REALLY don't understand...at all! HELP!! HELP!